Impressed

 I have never been more proud of, or impressed with Michael.

He was asked to give a short testimony/talk yesterday in church.  I was terrified how Sam was going to feel.  After the conversation that went bad with Sam last week, I worried that this talk was a situation for Michael to be forced to say the "right" things in his testimony and the reasons for going on a mission in order to look good.  I was nervous about how Sam would interpret that and that it might make him reconsider his support of Michael going on a mission.

He didn't say the "right" things.

He was honest.  

He didn't profess certainty about the "church being true" or the prophets speaking for God, or his knowledge of The Book of Mormon and Joseph Smith being 100% accurate.  Michael simply shared his love of Jesus and thanked his dad for teaching him about the good man Jesus was and the admirable life that He lived.  He shared his desire to respect everyone for what they believe and if they want him to, to share with them about who Jesus is.

I don't think were was anything that could have been better for Sam to hear.

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