Where do I go from here?
Hello old friend. Remember how we used to have long chats? I would tell you all my worries and feelings and magically feel better? That hasn't happened for a long time because... life. I've spent the last few years with an unrealistic To-Do list that never ends. To some extent, I've felt like being busy showed how important I am. The last year has knocked my right off the high horse (disguised as a red SUV) I've been riding. There was this little thing called COVID that shut the whole world down. Suddenly all sports were cancelled for my kids. School programs and activities were cancelled. All my big important meetings were cancelled. Church was cancelled. Church activities were cancelled. Basically, life as I knew it, was cancelled. And it was... AWESOME!!!! Weird. Right? Let me explain. At first, it was not awesome. It was the opposite of awesome. It was the kind of ...