What I know
I used to think that in order to be happy again, things had to go back to the way they were. I don't think that anymore. Things haven't gone back to the way they were, and I don't know what the future holds. I do know that we seem to be making progress. I do know that navigating tricky situations and subjects, seems to be getting easier. I do know that I see little glimpses that Sam still loves me. I do know that I feel stronger. I do know that I feel peace and hope for the future.